YAY! I MANAGED THE PHOTOS (:
Credits to Chotiga and Shimin. (:

It was good. Not really planned, but still good.

Early in the morning, woke up and headed happy to meet all of them for the Chalet.
Took a few pictures before we actually checked into the small chalet.

Then I got carried away while playing in the playroom in the chalet. I dammit, lost my phone ):
Some malay guy took it, I'm positive. There were malay guys voices when I first called.

To my phone's captors:
Go to hell. DAMM YOU ALL THE WAY! You guys have no integrity and I feel sorry for your low and dishonest asses. You're such a fucker for making me cry because I lost, not the phone, but the contents in it. Damm, I could give you the phone if you gave me back the memories that are stored inside the phone. Finders keepers ey? I called you like crazy. It wasn't that I didn't care about my phone. How could you be such an asshole?

Anyways, that aside, I had to enjoy myself, because this was something I cannot allow my phone to cause me to brood.
So when all of the guys are down in the water, that's when I plunged myself in too :D
Water makes me happy, you see :D
Took lots of photos (: We did loads of crazy stuff, like taking jump shots, and plunging straight down the water. All of us were grabbing one another and shouting, "YAN HAN, TAKE PICTURE,TAKE PICTURE!"
YanHan was something, to have captured all the good moments (:

Started on the BBQ soon after.
The guys did most of the work, while Hazel, Julia, Chotiga and I just sat back and wait :P
Hazel and I were caught up with singing on the top of our voices (: It was fun.
My L.O.V.E by The League is officially our top sang song (:
Hazel danced a lot. HAHAS.
Food was good :D ME LIKE OTAHS AND BEEHOON.
Took more pictures (:

After that, we finally stopped the BBQ and headed towards e!hub (:
Caught a movie with Hazel, Javier, Chotiga, ZhiHong, MingZhe and Michael.
It was good (:

Right after, Chotiga and Michael had to leave, and when we were at the Taxi stand, the rest who were slacking were there, to help sing a hearty birthday song for Chotiga. (:
It was such an "awww" moment.

When we were sending Michael off, I think we were all carrying heavy hearts. Because he told us his parents may try to talk him migrate over this holiday. After the hugs and goodbyes, we made our way back to the chalet.

Back there, we played a few games, before Michael smsed emotional stuff over. We all got too emotion to play anymore, so we ended up talking (: It's good though (:

Fell asleep halfway through and everyone was catching shut-eyes whenever possible.

In the morning, when we checked out, went for breakfast before dispersing.
Caught a mrt with Lionel and headed back (:

I have no idea what to say, but the time with them, was one of the best so far (:
And they all important to me. There's so much more I would like to type right here, but I really don't know where to start. Next post maybe? Pictures coming right up (:
(All taken from Chotiga)

So, what happened, is that Bee finally decided to talk to me.
He called yesterday night. Around one and we'd talked (: It's nice to be talking :D
Note to self; never mention sea-monsters, ever again!

Together with mommy, went to collect my passport at ICA today.
It was a long wait, so went to grab a bite. Lavender's laksa sucks! It's horrible.
Anyways, when we got back to the ICA building, it was a quick on, and we gotten everything done fast (:

Contemplated whether to go to Ion, City hall or Bugis for the perenakan buffet.
In the end, went to City hall since ate laksa already.

We did a lot of walking and I honestly love going out with mommy, because I never come back home empty handed. :D
Bought pants and dress before heading to Carefour to shop. Bought a lot of fruits because it all looked so luring and fresh.
And it was off to coffeebean :D Me like a lot.

OH! And I so want to go to Maldives.

Worth watching :D

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

This song is a tear-jerker.

Once upon a time, there was an eight year old girl.
She had a little brother, and doting parents. She was like a princess in her household.
However, daddy chose to spoil it all, when he fell for some other woman.

Daddy and Mommy fought and argued day and night.
It was then, they threw the question at her.
who do you want to live with? Mommy asked, with tears in her eyes.

That girl didn't know what to do. She didn't know what to say.
Till finally, the words left her mouth.
I want to live with Mommy.

Daddy sucked his lips and the girl knew she hurt him. Fine, Daddy said bitterly.

You see, it wasn't that the girl didn't want her Daddy,
but she was afraid.
She didn't want to leave her Mommy, because she loved her so much and she was so upset because of her father.
At that time, the girl thought of her Daddy as a man who made Mommy cry. She didn't want to go live with him, together with his new woman and she didn't want a stepmother.

The girl's brother was young at that time, he didn't know what was going on. He just know that Mommy and Daddy were fighting, and he was scared. He cried.
The girl wanted to be brave, she didn't shed a tear even when Daddy left.
She didn't want to be upset like her Mommy is. She tried hard to be strong. She didn't tell her friends, in fear they would laugh, and kept it all to herself.

She scribbled in her dairy, I hate Daddy for making things turn out the way it is.
But she never did ask, Daddy, I'm your little girl, why don't you want me any more?

Six years later, as she randomly thought back, she didn't hate her Daddy. She loves him, and the question was no longer why he didn't want her anymore.
It was Daddy, why didn't you care about how I felt when you did what you did?

Honestly, I feel darn sad now. I don't know why. A lot of things running through my head and when you're emotional, you tend to think more.
Its the parting that makes it tough to pull through.

I'll miss Julia like crazy. Michael also plays a very important role. Lionel too. & Then there's ZhiHong.

Like we're all going different ways and obviously meet up after school and stuff. But it'll all be a new thing and it's different. I don't like it. Like I mentioned, I'm one who likes things to remain at status quo, for things to go my way or just stay the same in a happy manner. I don't like steering towards something that makes me feel uneasy.

Then there's Bee. I want to talk to him now. I think right now, he's the only one who can make me like there's something to fall back on. I want tell him everything. Because it's like letting it out and sharing with him, the one person who would really sit there and listen and allowing myself to breathe.

Mom is being an ass about my computer usage and she just came home. Never had the time to sit and talk and I doubt she'll say anything other than calling me to get over it. Which is true, since all I can do, is suck it and deal with it. But not exactly what I want to deal with right now.

I just feel so sad to think that this change will definitely cause a lot of partings and driftings. That's for sure. I don't like it ):

Asked Michael and Lionel if they were going to miss me and they said yes. I demanded a big hug they refused to give. But I just like them so much. It's like they are really awesome people who never fails to make me laugh. Hilarious, ridiculous, whatever.

Then Julia and I are like so chummy all the time. Not being in the same class seems so difficult all of the sudden.

And don't even get me started on the whole "I don't know which weirdo is going to be in my class next year" thing. Hazel, XinLing, Freddy and I are in the same class though (:

Really have to see how it goes.

Let's just say, I'm messed up and bitchy.
But I guess no one else have the right to judge.
So they can just suck it.
Then again, I know what I'm doing. I know where I'm steering.

Well, "The Lost Symbol" by Dan Brown is really awesome, though I'm really slow on it.

I think the job finding is bull.

Let's just conclude, I just wish like crashing beside the one boy and not do anything else.

Part One.



Part Two.



Part Three.
I really liked this.
I love the Jan Di chocolates and how Min Ho sang this song :D



Some past flashback with JiHoo.
I really think they ought to have a different ending. Y'know, like some alternative ending to BOF.
Where dear Jan Di ends up with charming JiHoo.
Oh well.

So yesterday I gave school a break, again.
But after that, went to find the guys for our WWW outing (:

Hazel was like darn funny. Serious.
Julia was a little dulldull?
Mike was the big brother figure he always is.
Freddy was nice. Hmmms...
Lionel; the cat in the water :D (Cool right?)
And ZhiHong was just ZhiHong.

But we all had fun (:

Hazel seemed to love the Shiok River, oh so much. We went like at least 6 times around.
We all loved Ula-lah. Went on it at least 10 times. Was fun, esp. when some of them are so heavy, we go so fast and fly so high.
Objective; to get a perfect picture when we're on the ride.

Went on the slide up twice. The one with Freddy was crazy. It was like total lift off. But when I actually took a good look at it's motion from outside view, the float never once lift the surface, so well, who knows.

I learned that when I'm float-less at the Tsunami, I tend to float, even at 1.8m. It's actually so much more fun that way.

All in all, although I've went so many times, spending time there with the guys was just awesome.


OH! and the most darring thing I've ever done; was being in a cold wet top and bikini under; barefooted and stroll down Downtown East. HAHAS.
(Was heading for lunch)


After everything, went to E!Hub. Ate a little before heading to the arcade, where we spent so much on trying to catch some bunny. It wasn't for the toy but rather the challenge. Oh well.

Around 9, baby came to find me and we caught a movie together. That sweetheart carried my bag :>
Went to grab snacks and then head in.

The movie sucked. ALOT. PEOPLE, DO NOT WATCH 500 DAYS OF SUMMER.
It's dumb and a waste of money. Bee was rather turned off. So we fidget and talked alot in the cinema. I like cuddling beside him in the darkdark cinema and nibbling off panda biscuits :>

After the show, he helped me run for a bus. and made sure I was on the bus home safe before heading back (:
when I almost reached, he called to check and actually talked to me while I walk home.

talked late into the night about everything and i understand even clearer now, why I love that boy whom I will never get bored off, oh so much.

I'm tired ):

Here's what; I applied for a job in Super Dog.

I'm going to work.

I don't know how it's turning out.

Then, the thing is, I found out Julia working too at a wedding boutique.

Her pay would be commission base and one commission will be my one month's pay.

I'm feeling sad now.

OH, & BEE IS BACK ! I'M HAPPY (:
miss him loads. went to find him just now. he's asleep 'cuz the conditions were bad there.
i got so much to tell him.

I thought, perhaps I'll bring this back to live. It's getting bored, so this was my last resort :> Plus, Julia was asking me to do something bout this too. Oh well.
I'll update from Sunday (11 Oct 2009), since that's the best my memory can rake up.

Sunday (11 Oct)

Well, went to have dinner with Bee at the very last notice. Met up at Tampines, but decided to go to Ikea mega-store to eat and walk :D
Bee was super sweet and helped me get food. (It was darn crowded) & Lemme tell ya, the food there is darn good. I love the salmon and the sauce and Bee's potato :D

So after that, went around to walkwalk, seesee. Walking around looking at furniture, really made me feel that, me and him, will go far :> Further than everyone else. Habee and I were like, "ohh, this is nice," & "I LIKE THIS!" & "Hunny! Red just makes people angry. No red."
That sweet thing was as usual cheeky too.

Then after that he made sure I got on a bus that will get me home before leaving (:
Rushed home & caught FlashForward.
It's a really awesome show! (:


Monday (12 Oct)/Tuesday (13 Oct)

Went to school, got my shitty results.


Wednesday (14 Oct)

Early in the morning, set out for Wild Wild Wet :D
But in the end, it was only open from 1p.m. >: So went to have breakfast first :> Went to some kopi cafe. The bread and the coffee is nice :>

After which, went to play arcade. Spent quite alot and ended broke. (Bee broke the screen of his phone here :S )
Having nothing else to do, went to Bee's place and slacked.

Then finally after long while of playing with his X-box, finally went to WWW. It was fun :> Definitely fun. A little dull. But still fun :D
Played till we were out of it and tired. Then went to have dinner at Just Acia. It was yummy as usual :>

Friday (16th Oct)

Since I ponned school, I made my way down around12 when Julia ended school. Had lunch with her and it was good :>
Afterward, went to look for Habee at his place :> Crashed awhile before I left for Grandma's place.

Sunday (18th Oct)

Stayed at home in the day and watched 下一站，幸福
It's really very nice and such a tear jerker that makes people go awww.

After which, went dinner with Bee at the very last notice. Fish & Co. dinner was good, but costly. Talked and had so much fun.
Frolick yogurt taste good, though that too, is costly. Tried to spend as much time with each other since we're going to be so pack with activities and he's got camp.
So we're like very reluctant to have to go back.
Hehes.

Today (20th Oct)

School's learning journey to Malay Heritage Center was super boring. But that is no excuse to show how disgusting you are. Honestly, some guys in class really gets on my nerve with their horrific behavior and actions.

Anyways, moving on, we got to some planning for activities for Halloween :>
Though it's kind of weird. We'll see how.

After that, got back to school. Got results slip and class option form. I'm crossing my fingers and hopefully, I'll get into E4. I think it's possible :>

Then went for lunch, on the way to White sand, one of my legs fell into the drain and I slide forward, almost kissing the floor. Had a few abrasions and a blue black but no blood so I'm fine :>

Went cycling after that. & I fell for the second time while making rounds.
On the grass, so suffered another cut.

In total, I fell 3 times but am pretty unscathed :> A little pain in the side, but I'm fine. Unlike Julia who suffered a big gash on her shin when Matthew was fetching her. Matthew fell too. The blood :S

In conclusion; today is a fall down day!
Anyone joined the club?


I hope Bee's fine & having fun :>
Miss him alr. I'm so dependent :x

(Apologies for long wordy post without pictures. JULIA HASN'T UPLOADED THEM)

okay, a little update.

yesterday had to go back to school for history lesson.
then after that went to find my dear boy. (:
hehes. (: I LOVE THAT BOY.
though he was a little grump about me not bring clothes to change so we could go out.
stayed at his place for a while; then went to DTE for a quick lunch. time with him just makes me happy :D

after that came home for a short nap and then went out to get momma's new phone.
the thing is that, there were two lines that were able to be recontracted (:
so, i got a new phone too :D a Samsung Preston.
Oh well.

Okay, right now, I lack sleep and is sneezing non stop.):

I miss Low WeiLiang now.

End of Post.

Oh my. I'm sacked.

It hit me square in the face & I actually have to compensate.
Oh Fish it.

All the deep shit I'm in. ):

Bye bye clothes.
Bye bye books I intend to buy.
Bye bye iPod touch.

Hello Poverty.

Well, this is the one where my dark rings are awfully obvious ; and where my brother looks like that scary guy.
:P

Okay, Blogger is being an ass, and I can't upload the many photos I took recently! One of which is where my brother looks like that emo guy from Death Note, because we played with my eye-liner.
It looks identical (:

Well, today went lunch with Mom at Parkway (: After which, went to Borders and I purchased 2 books which I'm so hooked onto now (:
By Alyson Noel ; Evermore.

Well, tomorrow's going to be a long day filled with thousands of more pictures (: & It's going to awesome :D I'm eager (:
Ol' faces :D HAHAS.

& Bee apparently, is MIA. Like he dropped his phone into the toilet bowl or something. Oh well, I'm just waiting (:

Did I mention, I'm also watching some new stuff.
(BAI QUAN NU WANG) The one that has Ruan Jing Tian (:
I'm going gaga.

Well, I know I'm suppose to be in bed. But talking and blog reading kept me up :P